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Oh Noes!
So I had a dream last night!
All I remember was Crowds, an angry cat, hallow coconuts, seeing dead relatives alive, cookie cream, a bar, beach sand, emergency evacuations. I can't for the life of my tell you how all of these things came together. My memory pops up random parts of the dream and I can't even tell you. But I'd like to analyze what I have anyway for kicks! I shall underline things that I find SPOT ON true.
Dream Dic. says:
Cream
To see or eat cream in your dream, indicates that you appreciate the minor and sweet things in life. It is symbolic of nurturance and richness.
Cat
To see a cat in your dream, symbolizes an independent spirit, feminine sexuality, creativity, and power. It also represents misfortune and bad luck. If the cat is aggressive, then it suggests that you are having problems with the feminine aspect of yourself. The dream may be a metaphor for "cattiness" or someone who is "catty" and malicious.
Crowd
To dream that you are in or part of a crowd, signifies that you need to make some space for yourself. You need solitude to reflect on a situation at hand and recharge your energy. Consider also the familiar phrase of "going along with the crowd" which implies conformity and lack of individuality.
To see an unruly crowd in your dream, signifies that the worries and problems around you are pressing in on you. You will be be greatly distressed.
Dead
To see your dead relative, or friend alive in your dream, indicates that you miss them and are trying to relive your old experiences you had with them. In trying to keep up with the pace of your daily waking life, you dreams may serve as your only outlet in coping and coming to terms with the loss of a loved one.
Bar
To dream that you are at a bar, signifies your desire to escape from the stresses of your daily life and retreat into a light-hearted environment where pleasure abounds. Alternatively, you are seeking for acceptance in some aspect of your daily life. The dream may also be a pun on being "barred" from some place or something. You are feeling excluded or held back by circumstances beyond your control.
Sand
To see sand in your dream, signifies a shift in perspective or a change in your attitude. Consider the familiar phrase, "the sands of time" in which it may be suggesting that you are wasting your time or letting time pass you by.
Coconuts
To see a coconut in your dream, foretells that you will receive an unexpected gift of money.
First time ever! I've never had so many interpretations are coming up VERY true. Freaky!
I like the coconut one... I don't know if it's for real but I still like it!
I'll be refunded or otherwise not left owing the school much money.
Actually several things were not going my way this year which caused a lot of frustrations. So today I said.. end it. This is too much money. I want to be somewhere else not here. It makes no sense anymore -- just quit. It'll save me a lot of money in the end because the government never really fulfilled my loan request (which I ever so carefully pitched to them). *yawn*
I'm still going to one of my classes. (For I am bound to a partner for the entire semester. I'd be a cold mother fucker to leave!)
Really though, I'm just stealing education before I leave to my next adventure. Why you ask?
Why not.
Think about it.
From it all I had this overwhelming sense of control. Suddenly, I can draw again! I actually felt productive. GOSH how strange!? OH! I'm writing blogs now!
I actually have an opinion again!
However don't doubt me just yet because before I made any decision I thought long and hard about it. I also looked at some of the best people working in the arts. Whenever they chose to drop out I observe what they did to become successful.
The biggest issue is how to not become a casualty. It's even worse for grad students in the arts because the same situation will occur. Once you graduate, nobody will care if you never create anything again. Wow there goes $40,000 dollars on housing and schooling!
Even more so, an artist with no formal training can still walk in an interview and win the job based on merit, knowledge and commitment not because of a shiny diploma.
With this gloom dooom recession upon us all, how are you going to find the job you've dreamed of? There are fewer companies looking and soooooo many of you grads looking at the same target like blood hungry wolves. There's luck there's chance and the ocational back door entry.
I'm not lying. The times are tough! We've got an economic meltdown, a messy war, life threatening climate change on our plate!
Oh yeah and for the record....
My parents don't even know I've done this! =D hahaha!
I'm in no hurry to tell them. So if you spill, I will slap you...
So I bought the Justice Documentary! Finally! I mean, I was well aware of it's presence but getting my hands on one wasn't so easy. So I forgot about it for a long time and then I just remembered last night -- oh hai! Xavier's sweet ass please!
Remember the blog post I made forever ago about the Justice Live Tour! Well my ladies, I wouldn't be a fan if I didn't buy this with real cash.
It was a good film to remissness over! It felt like I was there again. It has been indeed a long time since I was in a sweaty pit of moshers!
The film is rather shocking and unsurprising at the same time. After all big rock stars have like 30 million girlfriends, drink loads of booze and delve into unsanctified illegal substances. Life of excess in short. But you gotta remember here, Justice is DANCE music not rock and roll! Times-- they are a changing! So are the women! Sooo yeah, Gaspard gets married to some girl who made everyone in the tour vehicle feel mad uncomfortable. Xavier jumping off stages at like every show!
Stage jumps ....are....epic.
Tour manager gets addicted to American Gun culture, Xavier throws a panty slumber party, gets his hand all cut up from some excessivley zealous drunkard and Gaspard pees on the camera man! All of this and more is left to behold on this DVD/CD combonation. If you're in it for the music liek I am, you'll love it. However.. if you're tastes fall below the belt you might enjoy those sad, stupid...drunken hot girls in all their videos. To each one their own!
The video I'm about to post contains some of the untastey moments of the American Tour! SO PLEASE WATCH IT! =D
I'm friggn' obsessed with Van She....
FRICKEN SMITTEN BY THIS TUNE!!
Self Portrait up to the minute...
HOW ARE YOU TODAY!?
Today is a segment called, How are you today?
It's a time were I ask myself simple questions. Stuff that examines my surroundings.
It's a way to stop myself from being tight lipped and closed off.
It's also a way to get my self out this ridiculous mundane routine.
1. How are you?
I woke up rather crappy today. That pretty much set the tone for the day. Fine but crappy.
2. Things you ate for breakfast?
- Caramel Latte (Yes, i make my own. Fuck Starbucks!)
- Toast & Jam (It was smashing...)
3. Spontaneous musings?
Last night I was talking with a friend who got me sucked into this television show called, "Kenny vs. Spenny." I can't embed any clips because it's toooo hot for the internet. You best check it out using your own discretion. --> ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L0K25HRtPvs )
4. Currently listening to?
UNKLE - Restless
5. Horoscope says about me today:
Gemini
Reminiscing about the past is a great way to learn about where you could be going in your future. So send an email off to an old friend with the subject line 'remember when' and make your correspondence take you down memory lane! Not only will it be a great way to fill your busy day with sweet energy, it will remind you about just how far you have come in your life. Marking your progress is a great way to get a focus on where you want to go next in your life.
6. Show us what you made this week for school:
Yeah and next time he thinks I slapped this together lazily, I will slap him with my impalpable (fist) evidence!
But for once in my life I actually don't mind. The falling snow an't all that bad once it's quiet outside.
Okay, this was a doodle I made during the first week of class. I have a professor, whom I thought was hopeful up until the the moment he talked for 17 hours straight! Okay not for real.
But he talks endlessly. I don't mind talk, I just hate how the entire time he says stuff to us like we're brain dead and completely unaware of our own existence. [This is why I complain about not learning anything at this school... haha]
So... as usual I tune out and draw. I mean if you heard the same thing a million times isn't safe to say you're not interested?
It's not invigorating. It's not fresh. I'm pretty sure he had this all rehearsed.
Meanwhile (I'm serious) others are taking notes.
I dunno about you but I'm getting tiered of this gig...
*sigh* This semester will be over soon...
